Lost and Found

Where are we now?

We were lost and found
and lost again

What is the purpose
of this life
this journey
Where does it end

Do we ever reach
the end
is there an end?

Why is this journey
filled with such pain
such agony

Questions arise out of
nowhere
Answers are lost
or are they found
or are they pointless

I strive to believe
that one day i will find
peace
One day the pain will dissapear
One day I will be deep within my bliss
The bliss that eludes me
or does it?

Is it already here
Perhaps I do not see it
My mind is clouded
My mind is black
My mind is dark with wants and desires
My mind is dark with fear and pain

Where does this lead to?
When does this end?
How will I wake up tomorrow
and live this life again?

Crushed

Crushed
Again
All hopes lost
All faith gone
Is there point in hope?
The sun shines
Hope comes
Flowers bloom
Drops of rain
Hang on,
Keep trying
Is there point in hope?

Crushed,
Lost, all hope lost
Leave me now hope
Never come back
For without hope
Reality is borne
Truth is faced
Self trust is restored
Today is all there is
Tomorrows hope is an illusion
Leave it all behind

If I do not hope
I cannot be crushed
If I do not have faith
I cannot be disappointed
If I do not trust
Then I cannot be mislead